My husband sent me this email today. It is such a wonderful story, I just had to share it with you all, I hope you like it!
This is a good story...
By Catherine Moore
'Watch out! You nearly broad sided that car!' My father              yelled at me. 'Can't you do anything right? ' Those words hurt worse              than blows. I turned my head toward the elderly man in the seat              beside me, daring me to challenge him. A lump rose in my throat as I              averted my eyes. I wasn't prepared for another              battle.
'I saw the car, Dad. Please don't yell at me              when I'm driving.' My voice was measured and steady, sounding far              calmer than I really felt.
Dad glared at me, then turned away and              settled back. At home I left Dad in front of the television and went              outside to collect my thoughts. Dark, heavy clouds hung in the              air with a promise of rain. The rumble of distant thunder seemed to              echo my inner turmoil.
What could I do about him?
Dad had been a              lumberjack in Washington and Oregon... He had enjoyed being              outdoors and had reveled in pitting his strength against the forces              of nature. He had entered grueling lumberjack competitions, and had              placed often. The shelves in his house were filled with trophies              that attested to his prowess.
The years marched on              relentlessly. The first time he couldn't lift a heavy log, he joked              about it; but later that same day I saw him outside alone, straining              to lift it. He became irritable whenever anyone teased him about his              advancing age, or when he couldn't do something he had done as a              younger man.
Four days after his sixty-seventh birthday,              he had a heart attack. An ambulance sped him to the hospital while a              paramedic administered CPR to keep blood and oxygen flowing. At the              hospital, Dad was rushed into an operating room. He was lucky; he              survived.
But something inside Dad died. His zest for              life was gone. He obstinately refused to follow doctor's orders.              Suggestions and offers of help were turned aside with sarcasm and              insults. The number of visitors thinned, then finally stopped              altogether. Dad was left alone.
My husband, Dick, and I              asked Dad to come live with us on our small farm. We hoped the fresh              air and rustic atmosphere would help him adjust. Within a week after              he moved in, I regretted the invitation. It seemed nothing was              satisfactory. He criticized everything I did. I became frustrated              and moody. Soon I was taking my pent-up anger out on Dick. We began              to bicker and argue. Alarmed, Dick sought out our pastor and              explained the situation. The clergyman set up weekly counseling              appointments for us. At the close of each session he prayed, asking              God to soothe Dad's troubled mind. But the months wore on and God              was silent. Something had to be done and it was up to me to do              it.
The next day I sat down with the phone book              and methodically called each of the mental health clinics listed in              the Yellow Pages. I explained my problem to each of the sympathetic              voices that answered. In vain. Just when I was giving up hope, one              of the voices suddenly exclaimed, 'I just read something that might              help you! Let me go get the article.' I listened as she read. The              article described a remarkable study done at a nursing home. All of              the patients were under treatment for chronic depression. Yet their              attitudes had improved dramatically when they were given              responsibility for a dog.
I drove to the animal shelter that              afternoon. After I filled out a questionnaire, a uniformed officer              led me to the kennels. The odor of disinfectant stung my nostrils as              I moved down the row of pens. Each contained five to seven dogs.              Long-haired dogs, curly-haired dogs, black dogs, spotted dogs all              jumped up, trying to reach me. I studied each one but rejected one              after the other for various reasons, too big, too small, too much              hair. As I neared the last pen a dog in the shadows of the far              corner struggled to his feet, walked to the front of the run and sat              down. It was a pointer, one of the dog world's aristocrats.. But              this was a caricature of the breed. Years had etched his face and              muzzle with shades of gray. His hipbones jutted out in lopsided              triangles. But it was his eyes that caught and held my attention.              Calm and clear, they beheld me unwaveringly.
I pointed to the dog.              'Can you tell me about him?' The officer looked, then shook his head              in puzzlement.
'He's a funny one. Appeared out of nowhere              and sat in front of the gate. We brought him in, figuring someone              would be right down to claim him, that was two weeks ago and we've              heard nothing. His time is up tomorrow.' He gestured              helplessly.
As the words sank in I turned to the man in              horror. 'You mean you're going to kill him?'
'Ma'am,' he said              gently, 'that's our policy. We don't have room for every unclaimed              dog.'
I looked at the pointer again. The calm              brown eyes awaited my decision. 'I'll take him,' I said.
I drove home with the              dog on the front seat beside me. When I reached the house I honked              the horn twice. I was helping my prize out of the car when Dad              shuffled onto the front porch.
'Ta-da! Look what I got              for you, Dad!' I said excitedly.
Dad looked, then wrinkled his face in disgust. 'If I had wanted a dog I would have              gotten one. And I would have picked out a better specimen than that              bag of bones. Keep it! I don't want it' Dad waved his arm scornfully              and turned back toward the house.
Anger rose inside me.              It squeezed together my throat muscles and pounded into my              temples.
'You'd better get used to him, Dad. He's              staying!' Dad ignored me. 'Did you hear me, Dad?' I screamed. At              those words Dad whirled angrily, his hands clenched at his sides,              his eyes narrowed and blazing with hate.
We stood glaring at              each other like duelists, when suddenly the pointer pulled free from              my grasp. He wobbled toward my dad and sat down in front of him.              Then slowly, carefully, he raised his paw.
Dad's lower jaw              trembled as he stared at the uplifted paw. Confusion replaced the              anger in his eyes. The pointer waited patiently. Then Dad was on his              knees hugging the animal.
It was the beginning of a warm and intimate              friendship. Dad named the pointer Cheyenne .. Together he and              Cheyenne explored the community. They spent long hours walking down              dusty lanes. They spent reflective moments on the banks of streams,              angling for tasty trout. They even started to attend Sunday services              together, Dad sitting in a pew and Cheyenne lying quietly at his              feet.
Dad and Cheyenne were inseparable throughout              the next three years. Dad's bitterness faded, and he and Cheyenne              made many friends. Then late one night I was startled to feel              Cheyenne 's cold nose burrowing through our bed covers. He had never              before come into our bed room at night. I woke Dick, put on my robe              and ran into my father's room. Dad lay in his bed, his face serene.              But his spirit had left quietly sometime during the              night..
Two days later my shock and grief deepened              when I discovered Cheyenne lying dead beside Dad's bed. I wrapped              his still form in the rag rug he had slept on. As Dick and I buried              him near a favorite fishing hole, I silently thanked the dog for the              help he had given me in restoring Dad's peace of              mind.
The morning of Dad's funeral dawned overcast              and dreary. This day looks like the way I feel, I thought, as I              walked down the aisle to the pews reserved for family. I was              surprised to see the many friends Dad and Cheyenne had made filling              the church. The pastor began his eulogy. It was a tribute to both              Dad and the dog who had changed his life. And then the pastor turned              to Hebrews 13: 2. 'Be not forgetful to entertain              strangers.'
'I've often thanked God for sending that              angel,' he said.
For me, the past dropped into place,              completing a puzzle that I had not seen before: the sympathetic              voice that had just read the right article.
Cheyenne 's unexpected              appearance at the animal shelter... his calm acceptance and              complete devotion to my father. . and the proximity of their deaths.              And suddenly I understood. I knew that God had answered my prayers              after all.
Life is too short for drama & petty              things, so laugh hard, love truly and forgive quickly. Live While You              Are Alive.              Tell the              people you love that you love them, at every opportunity. Forgive              now those who made you cry. You might not get a second              time.
 
Darn clomid is making me wacky...am I the only one that cried at the end of this?
ReplyDeleteOh, I totally cried as soon as I figured out she was going to get her dad a doggie! Aww! Thanks for stopping by! =)
ReplyDeleteThis is incredible! Made me cry.
ReplyDeleteI love the last paragraph. :->